hope

now i think we'll move onto my thoughts on the love.

i don't have any right now. however, i do have thoughts on guys. recently, i joined the match.com. why, you ask? well, prior to my "recently" i was in a pretty good relationship...great, in fact, seemed to be going well. we got on great, there were sparks, then notta. i don't know where it went- but it left. and out of the blue, i was single, again.

so... i get the match.com. and i have to admit. it's kind of fun. i mean, who doesn't want to get hit on all day? regardless of the fact that most of the men who hit on me are closer to my step-dads age than mine, well, it's still nice to know that someone out there is interested. especially when you were just thinking that you must be a troll that should live not under a bridge, but rather in the crack of a shoe that just walked through dog poo on the monon. don't ask.

with this said. GUYS are so nice. i mean, i can't get over how nice these guys are. they don't even know me. they really took 5-8 minutes of their life, read my profile and took time to write ME about me. and they talk about things i said. seriously- you date someone for however long and many a time a fight will stem from the fact that they... don't listen to you or don't understand you or don't ask questions. then, all of the sudden, there's a ton out there, just asking for more. i am not lying. i'm beside myself and i want to write to them all, well not all of them, and just say thank you.

doing exactly what they are doing is enough to give any woman, no matter how down on themselves they are about the "love," the "hope" that there are still a many fish swimming about the sea... ready to ask about you and interested in knowing more.

who says you find someone when you aren't looking? moms. that's who. go on girls, get your match on.